Sunday,February 15, 2026
Good morning! It's currently 2:00 AM on Tuesday. This is massangoto! 🧑💻
I’m thrilled to share that my weekly follower count on X has reached 5,842! To all my followers: thank you so much. I’m truly happy! m(_ _)m
Since I couldn't write my blog this past Sunday, I’m checking in now during the quiet of Tuesday night. When I'm not feeling well, I sometimes can't even open X, but the warm comments from my followers truly save me. I’m also grateful for the kind messages from everyone on GREE. I started GREE back in 2008 while I was hospitalized; although there was a gap of a few years, it’s been 18 years since then. We all get older, don’t we? Looking back, so much has happened.
With the advent of AI—especially Google Gemini—the foundation for my social media and my handmade official website has become significantly more robust. Someday, I’d love to start a sub-channel on YouTube, though that’s still a bit further down the road.
Above all, I want to recover. I long for a state without physical malaise, without those "shocks" during sleep, a quiet mind free from auditory hallucinations, and a life free from the feeling of being watched. While my wishes are many, the second one—stopping the shocks during sleep—is finally becoming a reality.
By the way, according to the PC expert TAIKI, smart TVs can be quite risky. He mentioned that there’s always a reason behind cheap prices, often involving the selling of personal data. If you use a smart TV, I recommend checking out TAIKI's video on YouTube.
In other news, I have stopped distributing my album via TuneCore this month. However, I’ve uploaded my first album to my regular YouTube channel. You can listen to it for free via my handmade official website, so please add it to your home screen or bookmark it!
We had the "Haru-Ichiban" (the first gale of spring) today, and it was a very windy day! The temperature rose quite a bit—I even saw some young people in short sleeves and thought, "Wow!" Despite not feeling 100%, I went to the park with my mother to see the mimosa flowers she wanted to see. Tomorrow on X, I’m thinking of adding that mimosa background to my usual image of the "Beautiful Woman in Kimono and White Cat." The vibrant yellow was absolutely stunning!
Walking was tough due to my current lack of physical strength, and it made me truly wish to regain my health. Since both my parents are getting up there in age, I’m just glad we could see the flowers together.
Well, this turned into a long post! I should probably try to get some more sleep now.
That’s all for this blog update. I’ll see you again next Sunday!
Wishing you a day of safety, prosperity, and happiness at home.
This was massangoto! 🙋✨
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