2025年6月16日(Mon)
Good morning, everyone! 🙋♂️✨ I'm Massan Goto! 🧑💻 It's just past midnight on Monday, so officially no longer Sunday.
My X (formerly Twitter) followers have reached 1,577! I uploaded my new song "Shooting Star Train" on Saturday. Thank you all for listening and for your many comments!
Anyway, today marks one month since I started something new. I expect to see gradual effects starting from the third month, and after six months, I should be able to move on to the next step.
Thanks to 1mg of Rivotril, I haven't experienced any nocturnal shocks for a month now. My neuro specialist will continue to prescribe the medication, and I plan to give a full report and have a proper consultation next month.
I'm seeing doctors at three hospitals—for psychiatry, neurology, and thyroid—and my numbers are consistently good across the board. However, schizophrenia is proving to be a tough battle. I'm still experiencing physical discomfort and bothersome auditory hallucinations. I don't know if it's future humans, aliens, channeling, an attack between nations, electromagnetic harassment by stalkers, a paranormal phenomenon, or just an illness. But since it's all in my brain, I can't escape it, so I have to fight.
While some people use the term "muteki no hito" (invincible person) to mock those who commit crimes, I will absolutely never commit a crime or throw my life away. Yet, these hallucinations are here. They coexist in my vision and in my mind, leading to various synchronous events. The day of the Akihabara incident, I actually went to Akihabara. If my timing had been just a little off, something terrible could have happened to me.
Wars continue globally, and a World War III scenario isn't out of the question. I sincerely hope for peace to return as soon as possible.
Well, it's a weekday today. Whether you're working or off, I wish you all a wonderful day. See you next Sunday!
I wish you all a day of no accidents, no violations, safety for your family, and business prosperity.
This was Massan Goto! 🙋✨
Discover Gotō's memoir, 'A Half-Life with Schizophrenia', now on Kindle. 📖
