Sunday,February 15, 2026
Good morning! 🙋♂️✨ It's 8:00 AM on Sunday. This is massangoto! 🧑💻
Regarding my weekly update on this resumed X account, my follower count has reached 5,778. Thank you so much to all my followers! I'm really happy! m(_ _)m
Valentine's Day is over, and we are already past the 15th—halfway through the month. Time really flies. It reminds me of when my elementary school teacher used to tell me to write longer sentences instead of using so many punctuation marks. I was also very forgetful back then. I remembered the school anthem wrong, and honestly, I spent most of my elementary school days just spacing out. If asked if I'd want to live the same life again, I'd have to decline.
Now, regarding future plans: I will be stopping the distribution of my 1st album this month. The procedures are already done, so it should automatically disappear from stores. Due to ongoing AI issues and other factors, I will repost the 1st album on YouTube for free with subtitles, just like my other albums. When you distribute music and get categorized as an "Artist" (with the music note badge), it's nice, but the Artist page is confusing. I often don't notice comments, and they don't show up in YouTube Studio's new comments section. So, I think a standard YouTube channel setup is actually easier for everyone to understand.
This is something I feel on a daily basis, but the sensation of being watched is intense. I wonder what the point is of monitoring a regular guy like me. Ever since I developed schizophrenia, I feel watched whether I'm out or at home. However, everything will be revealed in the future, so I'll wait for that. My auditory hallucinations are strange. In the beginning, they were the typical insults, but now it's just normal conversation, indistinguishable from a human being right there. It's annoying when music I just listened to repeats endlessly for hours—and eventually turns into parody songs. It makes me think, "When are you going to stop?" and suspect some organization is attacking me. But honestly, the alien theory seems the most plausible.
I ended up writing a lot, but writing this out is also for my own sake, so please excuse the long text.
That's it for the blog today! See you next Sunday!
Wishing you a day of no accidents, no violations, safety at home, and business prosperity.
This was massangoto! 🙋✨️
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