2025年4月13日(Sun)
Good morning! 🙋♂️✨ It's 10 AM on Sunday. This is massangoto! 🧑💻
It's drizzling. The weather is declining. However, I quickly went to the supermarket at 9 AM to buy groceries and have just finished my one meal of the day. I also took my morning medication properly, but since waking up, the auditory hallucinations have been talking to me and won't disappear. When they are noisy, I say "Stop it!" or "Be quiet!", but they don't listen at all, or rather, since auditory hallucinations don't have a body, in a way, they are invincible. I wonder how many decades we have been together. Maybe I spend more time with them than with my family.
Having given up on marriage and children and living like this, well, there is a certain carefree aspect to it, but I also wonder if there could have been a different life.
I go to bed almost at 4 PM, so the day ends so quickly. This habit of going to bed early actually has a purpose: to let the people on the side of the auditory hallucinations be free. Instead of clinging to someone like me, I hope they will live their own lives.
Now then, it's Sunday. I hope it will be a good day for those who are working and those who are off.
Well then, please have a day of no accidents, no traffic violations, family safety, and business prosperity.
This was massangoto! 🙋✨
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