2025年6月10日(Tue)
Good morning everyone! 🙋♂️✨ This is massangoto! 🧑💻 It's Tuesday morning. I'm writing this now because I couldn't write it on Sunday.
I'm so grateful that my followers on X (formerly Twitter) have reached 1,363, especially since I started from zero. Thank you to everyone who listened to my two new songs, "Kitty Punch" and "ThunderClap Steps"!
For now, I'm relieved that the money withdrawal went smoothly. My YouTube channel also saw a surge in subscribers, now at 84, which is incredible considering it was stuck at 47 for a while. Truly, thank you again and again!
I've also finished with one of my hospital visits. I had noted down the words of the hallucinations I mentioned the other day on my phone and had the doctor listen to them. They asked if it caused me any trouble, and honestly, even though the words are terrible, I know it's a hallucination, so it might not be a big deal in itself. However, when it continues endlessly while I'm working, I make mistakes, can't concentrate, and I remember not being able to work at all because I felt like my inner battle was audible to my boss and colleagues around me.
Also, when I'm not feeling well, those abusive words and insults often escalate, which is frankly exhausting. During the consultation, I might have become a bit hard of hearing, and I sometimes had to ask the doctor to repeat themselves. I worry that I might have made the doctor angry, so I need to be careful.
Well, it's a weekday, but I hope everyone, whether you're working or on holiday, has a good day. See you again this Sunday!
Wishing you a day of no accidents, no violations, safety at home, and business prosperity.
This was massangoto! 🙋✨
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